My Romeo loves me, I just know it.
Itâs plain to see as he straddles me, making me squirm underneath him, his phallus pressed against my thighs, his huge, naked, masculine body pressing me to the ground, making me gasp for air.
Itâs so obvious.
I’d call it a crush but that would be juvenile, besides, I love him too.
My heart flutters when he’s near, I find myself at a loss of words in his presence and he makes me want to be better.
We met only two weeks ago, yet our love is unquestionable.
My sister had come home for a holiday and she’d brought with her my tall, dark, mysterious lover, with jet black hair and deep black eyes.
His entire being instantly captivated my young sixteen year old heart.
At first I had thought it a silly, little crush but then as the days passed, I had begun to realize that he might share my feelings.
It was in the way he looked at me when we talked, the way his eyes followed me around a room, the way he stared when he thought I was unaware, the little jokes he made when we were alone.
And we were alone a lot.
With mummy dead, Lizzie was always out on some errand, the schools were on holiday and daddy was taking his retirement very seriously, out hunting on most days.
Quite ironic really, he gave up saving lives to take some.
My suspicions were confirmed nearly a week after his arrival.
My sister had come back late and tired, he’d complained about her never having his time and Iâd tried my best to cheer him up with my teenage chatter, heâd smiled that wonderful smile.
Later that night heâd snuck into my room and confessed his love for me, we made love that night. At first Iâd resisted, pleaded, even tried screaming, silly me, eventually though heâd gotten through.
I cried that night, silly immature me, he comforted me afterwards, held me, and quieted me.
He told me again that he loved me and I told him I loved him too, we agreed that night that we eventually would in the end find a way to be together forever.
We made love several more times, the pain slowly subsided and Iâd even begun to enjoy it.
It had been heaven.
This was why it had been so strange the day I walked into my sisterâs room to find him making furious love to her, the same way he had loved me.
I had been so filled with fury, so rife with jealousy, itâd been quite disturbing the kind of thoughts that had occurred to me.
It had taken a while but eventually I had calmed in the understanding of the truth.
It was really me he loved, my sister was just holding him captive and as long as we stayed within her grasp, we could never truly be together.
And so I had to take him away.
Thereâs an old, abandoned building far off in the woods, a thirty minute hike from our house, long deserted and mostly forgotten and for now, my safe haven and soon ours.
Acquiring the supplies I would need had been easy, the ropes, the chain, the food and the tranquilizers all gained without much stress.
Luring him there proved even easier, he could never refuse me.
Once there, I injected him and tied him up, I knew he would resist me if I simply tried convincing him to stay, it would take time for him to understand.
I wasnât crazy, I knew if let him free he would simply return to my sister, her hold on him was simply too great.
In the last two weeks I have kept him well fed, well satisfied, well cleaned and as comfortable as he could be, naked, tied by his arms and legs to a table, a gag in his mouth for when Iâm not here.
Occasionally he gets excited and starts screaming, begging for me to free him, shouting that he is sorry and sometimes, he threatens me.
These moments hurt me, why would he want to leave me?
He quiets down soon after and when he doesnât, well I have more loaded needles.
These moments are the only bad ones, otherwise it is wonderful.
It was our dream together.
Yet today I walked in to find heâd escaped, I pulled out my knife and my flashlight and searched.
Heâd jumped me from behind, somehow managing to loosen his bond and here we were.
I’m pressed hard to the ground, my naked lover on top of me, his flaccid penis touching my bare thigh, his arms wrapped around my throat; he almost seems intent on killing me.
Why? Why would want that? Doesnât he love me?
Looking into his beautiful, near-deranged eyes, I finally understand.
You see we canât live forever in this old, abandoned house, Iâve always known but tried to deny it.
My Romeo is smart though, he knows that only in death can we truly be together, but if he releases me, who will release him? Poor baby, I canât let him face that.
Even as I feel myself losing consciousness as he squeezes life from me, my fragile neck being crushed his strong, slightly emaciated hands, I stretch towards the knife.
My hand finds it and with the last of my strength I plunge it into his neck.
His blood splatters all over my face, a grunt escapes his lips before he falls on me.
I push him off, regain my breath and retrieving the knife I stab him once more on the floor, this time aiming for his heart.
As he lays on the floor dying, I stand over him and the last thing he sees before his eyes shut is me slowly sliding the knife into my own heart before I fall to the ground next to him.
May God receive us.
The End.
Grim
Tags: Death, Juliet, Kidnap, Kill, love, Obsession, Romeo